Something that I already Know...

Here we are, seven days And seven nights of empty tries

This rituals, habitual But it's never gonna work this time

We're to the point of no return

And along the way the only thing we've learned

Is how to hurt each other

I'm looking back and wondering why

It took so long to realize

That nothing's changed, and never will

All these years of standing still

And still we stay in all this pain

And nothing's gonna make it go away

I don't wanna wait another minute

Put me out of my misery

I can read your mind baby you're not in it

And we're not what we used to be

No you wouldn't have to lie to me If you would only let me go

And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

So save your voice, Don't waste your breath

Can't you see we're at the end

And this goodbye feels permanent

So wish me well and try to forget

All the fights and all the ways

We almost made it but we never did

And it's finally come to this

I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know

We can not hide what we've become

So sick and tired of being numb

It's done, it's done, It's done

I don't wanna wait another minute

Put me out of my misery

I can read your mind baby you're not in it

And we're not what we used to be

No, you wouldn't have to lie to me If you would only let me go

And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know

Something that I already know

I know, I know, I know, 'cause I know

Merry Christmas!

Wow... a lot has changed since last year... My son will be 1 year old on Thursday.... I can't believe how time has flown. I first want to say hello to all of my wonderful friends out there. Without you, the last year would have been much harder. Know that I am hanging in there. Next, to my amazing family.... without you.... who knows where would be! I love you all... Friends and family alike. I hope you are all having a wonderful holiday!

I bet you are asking yourself why I am up at 3am on Christmas eve. I wish I could say it was excitement.... but Ryan is sick and running a fever..... so it was cold bath time. Now we are sitting here... playing online and trying to get him back to sleep. *sighs* I am exhausted! He seems better.... but the thermometer will tell in about an hour when I check him again.

So.... that is my Christmas eve.... thinking about friends and caring for a sick baby! I will write again tomorrow and tell you all about the cool goodies I will get! Merry Christmas!
Jenni